sorry my dear friendsss...

I feel my heart is very heavy right now, it almost like sinking!
reason : just a sentence that he said to me?
I know it sounds really very ridiculous, but it is a fact!
A long good day, can be spoilt anytime just because of what he said!
OMG! I am seriously seriously very mad!
felt very sorry to all my friends who are giving me strength and advises this long..
But I really cant control what I felt for now...
I really need time to cure myself...
CHL was advising me stop thinking about him and get over it;
TRY was scolding me and nonstop asking me to give up;
MIKE was listening to me every time I feel so sad;
MB was so angry for me for this worthless relationship
and still others more who really listening to me and gave me suggestionss...
I know what I did make you guys feel very disappointed, but...but I am really trying now..
SORRY for making you guys so upset!!
Hoping that someday, I can eventually live without thinking of him and care about what he says..
wont be scrolling down the old tweets and focus on his tweets and go through what he tweeted..