~我的倾听器~

Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T19:36:00.006+08:00

Another lonely Valentine's Day...
For me, its just like a normal Tuesday.
Went for a hair rebonding and did quite a lot of stuff today.
Was eager to wished him Happy Valentine's Day.
But all my friends didnt agree with what I wanted to do..
Advised me not to do a silly action, as they so afraid that I would get hurt again.
However, I was so stubborn and went to wish him also..
This time I really wanted to follow my heart.
Wished him, but didnt hope for any replies from him..
But he replied.
That makes me feel really really happy...
went to bed that time super happy...
but then when I just woke up, open up my fb, Eric start to mention about yyy!!!
I dunno why i hated him so much also...straight away felt that the triple Y polluted my wall and spoilt my day!
hated it so so so much!
then straight away went to unfollow him in mt twitter...
seriously cant longer bare with him..especially when seeing his those nonsense status and tweets!!! rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
Anyhow, when I look back the gift that he gave me, really make me feel warm and sweet...
though we are no longer together? =)

Nice little box with a custom made necklace.. =D

Sweet rose at the centre of the necklace, a "love" in between 2 butterflies and 2 crystal butterflies on both side...

Thank you, I really love it very much!! <3 <3 <3

Anyway, havent able to finish his valentine's gift yet..maybe he think of wont having it anymore?
still have another week, I will try my very very best to finish it in time..! =D

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE !!

great improvement on day 4?

2012-02-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

I am quite happy because I have an amazing improvement for today...
Been lacked of appetite for the past few days, at most only just eaten 2-3 bites.
But tonight's dinner, I was able to finish the whole plate of rice + added some rice sumore...!!
All of this need to thanks to my neighbor who had treated me for the awesome dinner...
had a crazy journey back home too!
really made me laugh a lot and forget everything which makes me sad...
How I wish I could live a life like that everyday!

mislead

2012-02-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

haha...actually everything had happened on me were all my fault..
not that he wanted to hurt me, but it happened that I hurt him 1st, by sending him some silly email while he has a lot of works coming up?
But we didn't have any choices..two of us have no fate to be together..It just ends in a way both of us didn't want to...
he really opened up his heart to me, but I behaved immaturely and caused him to feel back the feeling he was hurt in the past..I am really really sorry about that.
Had apologized to him, but it seems like my apology is not accepted.
Not that he do not want to accept it, just that there are too much stuff in his head for him to think about and that just made him couldn't control his mind to accept it?
I am really really really sorry...! T.T

its killing me...!!

2012-02-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

The feeling is seriously killing me...
feel like I cant really breathe properly and I am very tired...
Why do I need to face all these?
When you dont have lucks, you will get everything wrong at all times...
EVERY single thing which happened, I have no ways to get them right!
Although I am not okay, but I need to pretend like everything is alright..!
I dont want to cry anymore, nor telling my friends that I am not okay!
Repeating all these will just make people feel that I am terribly annoying!
I am really tired of all these and I want them to STOP!
I really feel like going for a brain wash!
forget everything I do not want to think about and live like a new-born baby?
If that were possible..
I am TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi again!

2012-02-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hmm..it has been so long after my last update to this blog..sometimes really have a lot a lot of stuff which I would like to talk about, but everything just comes out without an orderly mannered..
I am back to Malaysia and going back to Perth very soon.
Everything had happened in Malaysia just like a nightmare for me...totally a nightmare..!!
Had a nightmare before this, but I still chose to walk towards another one!
I really dunno why am I keep doing all these silly things!
Never learn the lessons and repeated the same mistake over and over again!
So what now? Come back and just to get hurt and back to Perth again?
YEAAAAA...!!! Thats what I am doing indeed!
Learnt the lessons again, but am I going to use them for the next time? I don't know..

Tulan....!!!!

2011-11-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

TULAN!!!!

无助....

2011-11-04T01:42:00.002+08:00

最近，我总是想了好多不该烦恼的一堆事情...
我真的很讨厌自己，为什么依然放不下他?
半年又过去了，我一直都在说，"是时候放下了", 我本身也讲腻了，更何况是我身边的朋友呢？
常常向 mama bear 倾诉, 也搞得她也觉得烦，感到反感了吧...!!
真觉得很不好意思..!! *对不起*
现在她都已遇到他自己喜欢的人，也喜欢自己的人了，但偏偏我还是无法放下这段完全没有意义的感觉呢？
我搞不懂，我是真的搞不懂.....!!
现在总感到毫无助, 怕大家都觉得我好烦，都找不到能谈谈心事的对象了....T.T
好难过...
为了不想要再想起他，我有了想要删除面子书和 twitter 的冲动..
可是，回头想了又想，却不值得为了那么一个他而与世隔绝...
我只单纯的想要要求一个毫无牵挂，简简单单和快乐的生活，也这么难吗？
有时候真的觉得好辛苦...也不愿向任何一个人谈起他的事情了....
我到底该怎么做呢？毫无头绪....
下个星期就要大考了，对这学期所学到的却一窍不通..
也好担心会辜负妈妈对我的期望...!!
=.=

Am I??

2011-09-12T03:02:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I have a weird feeling within myself...
I really dunno how to get rid of the feeling...
I am not so sure whether I had become flirty or just trying to maintain the friendships with the guys.
There are always scandals relating to me.
And due to some personal reasons, I really hate it so much...
because seriously, scandals are always a bad source of memories..!!
And when everyone is spreading my scandals relating with someone I dont really want to, I will feel that are pretty annoying...!!
And every time when the scandals went off its limits, then only everyone just start to clear it off..whats the point?
Those nonsense quite pissed me off and at a time I became quite afraid to face the person who I am having scandals with...
But, I really afraid that I will screw up our friendship.
My friends suggested not to reply his message every time he come and chat to me..
But I really not able to do that because I am really not a person who will ignore my friends..I just cant do that..!!
As I also dont hope that I will be treated this way by my any other friends...!!
* Treat people the way you want people to treat you...*
Though I chat with the guy, just as prevention, just in case he feel something for me, I keep on highlighted and mentioning that we are friends and you are my friends all those..just to maintain our friendship that way..
Any how, I am not so comfortable that when friends seeing me chatting with him, will think that why I am still chatting with him...!!
Thats why sometimes when I was chatting with him, I will close the chatbox whenever someone is passing by.
But from my own point of view, I am just treat the person as my friend,not others, so I am continue to chat with him.
But I really dunno how others will think...
sometimes people's point of view may think that I am flirting with the person....??
AM I?? am I really so flirty that makes me to reply his messages?
I really dont know...anyone can help to answer my doubt??
I am really really hate this kind of feeling......!!!! T.T

1st blog in Perth..!!

2011-08-14T21:44:00.015+08:00

hmm....after been here for about 3 weeks, this is the first blog which I am going to post...
When I first reached here, I really felt like going back to Malaysia straight away.
Know what?
When I was on my flight to Perth, I found out I started to have fever!!!
Too bad for me...
Even when having a class also not able to pay full concentration and I kept on having fever.
After feel like couldn't withstand the torture, I ended up with seeing a doctor in the uni medical center.
Blood test done and I was told I was having bacteria infection, which came from the sore throat that I was having before I left Malaysia...Sieeennnnn!!!
Blood tests were repeated every week and went for consultation every time after I had done my blood test.
I was tortured by that for approximately 3 weeks and luckily now I had fully recovered. Consumed medicine everyday up to 3 weeks and I was really sick of it.
Blood test, consultation from doctor and 3 weeks medicine consumption..!!
That was the worst thing ever happened in my life...
And, that WELCOME me to Perth in a winter season....swt!!

And now, let me introduce my house to you first..!! hehe...
Its really a very nice, warmth house...super like it...
Its just opposite a river, named Swan River and from here we can actually see a very beautiful bay of the river...
And the most important thing is, it just takes 12-15 mins walk to my university...
p/s : its consider near as compared to others...xD

Here are some photos of my house...try and see nice or not...wakakaka...=p

The living room :

The comfortable sofa...=)

Got TV but = Dont have one..

Our kitchen..But sorry, it looks kinda messy because I took this picture when we are ready for a cook...*paisei*

The dining table...where we enjoy our nice niceeeee foooooooooDDDDDDsss!!

My roomm...=DDD
Nice ma? got working table...!! hehe...=)

hehe...so how? very nice right?? xD

By the way, tell you what,we can see ducks and peacocks in the compound of our university....
hmmm...havent got to really take the pictures of the peacocks yet..
will take it and show you soon..!! hahaha...=D

Anyway,the people over here really loves to lie/ sit on the grassland to enjoy their meal and study..
So, in order to know what kind of feeling is that,
me and leng also go to sit on the grassland under the sun + cold wind weather to enjoy our lunch..!!
But unfortunately, the grassland is wet!! it wets my pants + her skirt..!! =D

you try to spot the background..
There are many people enjoying themselves at the grassland...!!
My dear friend, Baby Belle Chiew Hui Leng!! hahaha...xD

ME..!!! hehe....^^

“他” 还存在吗?

2011-06-29T17:39:00.002+08:00

他出国走走，也有好一段时间了...
但，今天回来了~!
没有看到他的这段时间，我所过的日子还真悠哉，过的都很愉快...
当身边的朋友时不时提起他时，我一直都很肯定自己，对他的感觉已不像从前那么强烈了.
要是再给我一些时间，我相信我就能够狠下心，放下这段根本不需要留恋的情节...=)
加油，加油!!

而他，依然轻轻松松的在享受自己的人生吧！haha...
我依旧不想理会他，他过得如何，也不想过问太多..
他不跟我说话，我就不说;他要是问什么，我就只答什么。
他在面子书留言，换是以前的我，应该都会马上放“喜欢”，并且留言吧；
但是现在的我，根本就不想要把握的一分一秒浪费在这么无谓的事情上...
就让喜欢他的人和他喜欢的人去做这些事吧!! xD
说到底，还是比较少来往会比较好吧？

听听我这么一说，是否觉得我还在吃醋呢？
也许吧！我自己也不知道....

所以我才想问, “他” 究竟还存在吗?

Back..!!

2011-06-29T07:28:00.003+08:00

hmmm...Done with final exam, done with moving house..
yet, I am still not done with playing and have fun around with friends....
This coming weekend, my friends are having a IEMA Race in Perak ( forgot whats the exact location already). Its like a racing car competition, something like F1, but of cause is a smaller race la...haha...
However, I am just back to my hometown, not sure whether I am going or nt..
should I go or should I dont go?
Of cause, as a friend, I would like to go and give them support, + help ren yu to celebrate his greatest 21st birthday...
But, when think of I am just come back today, and going off again after 3 days,
feel like kinda sad for my mum..because I never stick at home for a longer time..
After the race, we are still going to Cameron Highlands for our farewell trip..
*sigh*..all these actually need to spend lots of money..!!! $$$$$$$$$$ AgaIn...!!
Anyway, this will be the really last gathering which we will ever had already..
& I really hope that everyone can make it and make this the best memory in our Taylor's University lifeeee.....xD

*p/s : Although I couldnt confirm whether I am leaving or not...
Really hope that "bb" Marwan dont really so fan jian then can already...!!

我究竟是怎么了？

2011-06-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

昨天‘今天都过得非常忙碌...
尤其是今天，从早忙到晚!
今天学校举办了一场比赛，是给中学生们的二氧化碳汽车比赛.
昨天的忙碌却也是为了准备今天的活动.
结果偏偏它却被被大家讨厌的一位lecturer搞得一团糟!真让人都喘不过气来了！
而且多亏那位“好教授”，还出现了一个让大家都闹呢不愉快的小状况,把我的一位朋友给弄哭了...
*sigh* 真的服了他！
活动完毕之后，大家聚在一起吃早餐.
总觉得我在吃晚餐的时候一直滔滔不绝，说个没完没了..就连我自己都受不了自己的那一个性格.
有好多次都想要改变，却是改不了..haiz....=(
在家里温习功课，一想到自己的那副德性，也不知道自己是怎么了，眼泪毫不受节制的在眼睛里打滚.
究竟谁能告诉我，我到底是怎么了？？
T.T

Dunno should be happy or should be sad....

2011-06-12T13:28:00.002+08:00

hmmm...quite a period of time didnt stalk Nana already...
Quite happy because I successfully achieved my target.
Although sometimes feel like stalking, but at the end I overcame that feeling...!!
Not for now and also not in the future..
*clapss* !! =D
Going to set myself free after July and starting a new life soon...!!
Really hope that everything sad can be forgotten...*wink*
However,when I think it all back, just feel that "changes" sometimes can be very scary.
Remembered last time how close we can be (best friend), and now just ended up with hate talking to each other and I dun even feel like talking if it is not necessary..
I really really dont understand why both of us ends up behaving this way..
sometimes when think of this problem, I could be very very up set.
I really hope that we can still maintain as best friend as last time.
Anyway, if all of these are what you wish for, just go ahead with it...
And I will pretend like nothing had ever happened between us...=)

Last Engineering Fair (July 2011)

2011-06-11T20:32:00.004+08:00

Finally done with my last engineering fair...
Just as expected, my group didnt win any award for the fair...
We already feel very grateful that we are able to finish all stuff that we are supposed to do it in 14 weeks within 4 days before the engineering fair.
This semester Engineering Fair was different from the previous one as the
EE(Electrical & Electronics) students volunteered themselves to organize this big event..
Well done guys..!! =)
Brought camera to the fair, but ends up with taking a few photos only because I was busy looking for friends to vote for our group for the "Students' Choice Award".
Really thanks to all my friends who voted and shown up to show their support..!!
LOVE YOU GUYS...!!! haha...

haha...what we did right after done with the engineering fair...

p/s : This picture can be twisted around..
You can click on it and drag it around..!! =D

Thanks to mike for helping us to take and create such an interesting picture..!
Love it to the max..xD

Feel irrirated? so do I

2011-05-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

I dunno whats wrong with me all these few days, keep on having a spoil mood throughout the evening. The mood is still remain good and pleasant condition in the morning, but once the day reaches its evening session.....its time to say good bye to my GOOD MOOD!!
Starting from last night, then again tonight..!! the mood totally ruined my day..what the.....arghhhhh...
Was discussing about project, but at the end will end up with arguing with that stupid Nana !! always like that, dunno why this person always like to make me so angry..really cannot withstand this.
Then thats fine. Although I knew that I am quite noisy, maybe for you is extremely noisy, but you think this is really what I wish to? I also will not want my voice to be at such high pitch, sharp and irritating.
I tried not to talk when there is not necessary before, but that time all of you start to say I am emo.
When I am myself ( talkative,noisy,whatever la.., all of you feel irritated and wish that I can go away; but when I tried my best to keep myself to stay quiet, all of you saying that I am emoing. Then, what should I do? And,whats the point of giving me those kind of expression and non-stop asking me what happen to me?
really sick and tired of it lo... =(

不好受!!

2011-05-16T22:56:00.005+08:00

# 哼,有一些不必要的思想，竟然一直在我脑海里反反复复的来回旋转,终究却无法释怀.
“旁观者清，当局者迷”，身边朋友的衷心劝告,乞求，却无济于事.
原因：我已病入膏肓了！
朋友们，真的很抱歉，我不是特地把你们的劝告当作耳边风的.而是我本身也心不由己,想撇开，也撇不掉!对不起！
其实,我也比任何人更清楚我的四周所发生的一切，你们所想的，所看到的，我也一目了然.可是为了能够让自己在这短短的最后一个学期里开心的过着充满回忆的日子，我还是忍着了!
可是，正当带那些有杀伤力的词语你们的口中说出来的时候，我的心就像扎破了的镜片，碎了满地！然而，我也只好怪我自己，因为所发生一切都是自己一手造成的！#

not in a good mood..!!

2011-03-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

Really hate today..
Dunno what happen to me today..
Woke up in the morning only not in the good mood already...
Feel like burning up the whole world!! arghhhhh...
Everything is very annoying to me..
Enter the tutorial class, but dont feel like doing anything.
In stead, I wish to go to the computer lab and stay there for a moment and back to the class again after a feel better...
Every thing are just freaking annoying to me...
Dont feel like talking to anyone..
I just wanna stay quiet and please leave me alone...!!
I hate people disturbing me at this moment...!!!
please Foff!!

可笑....??

2011-02-28T20:29:00.003+08:00

hahaha...有时候觉得这一个世界生存的人都很可笑...
当你真正把某个人当成你最要好的朋友的时候，你却不知道他在你的背后做出了什么样的事！
当你遇到不愉快的事情的时候，他会把你不愉快的事当作一连篇的笑话来取笑你；
当你向他诉苦的时候，他却把你所说的一切说给别人听；
当你毫不犹豫地把他当成无可否认的知己时，他却狠狠地在你的背后捅你一刀，向别人说尽你的坏话。
然而，你却依然不知实情地，继续把他当好朋友来看待...
当你看见这一种情形发生在你周围朋友的身上的那一刹那，你就会很担心你的四周是否有这么的一个人正活在你的世界里..
恐怖，恐怖！！
实在让人畏惧呀！！

这位“知己”，请问，别人真心地把你当成那么好的一位朋友，
出现问题时，不停地在你身旁支持着你；
别人说你的不是时，用尽他全力地维护着你，挺着你，
你却当起了捅刀者，难道不会感到一丝丝的内疚与歉意吗？

悲哀呀！

2011新年

2011-02-03T12:30:00.002+08:00

旧的一年又过去了。又再是新一年的农历新年。
但偏偏，我却对今年的佳节不感到一丝丝的期待。。。
今年是我有始以来第二次在自己的家过新年。往年一直都是在瓜拉丁加奴和堂哥们欢欢喜喜的度过。
少了倒数的嘈杂声‘响亮地炮竹声以及布置满空的烟花，间接中失去了好多美好的气氛！

Taylor's Open Day Part II

2010-12-19T10:37:00.014+08:00

Taylor's was officially granted as "University College" in year 2006 and was once again upgraded to University status in September 2010. In April 2010, Taylor's launched its PhD Fellowships for outstanding scholars in the fields of Engineering Science and Hospitality, Tourism & Culinary Arts.

Taylor's provides the necessary conductive environment for learning and development, to complement our quality academic programmes. Taylor's is made up of Service Facilities such as Student Central, Enrollment & Admission Centre, ICT helpdesk and so on ,and Academic facilities such as Graduate School, Anatomy Laboratory, Design Studios, Photo Studios and others more.

Programmes offered for School of Architecture, Building and Design (SABD) are
(a) Foundation in Natural and Built Environments
(b)Bachelor of Science(Hons)(Architecture)
(c)Bachelor of Quantity Surveying (Hons)

Why School of Architecture, Building and Design?
(a)long standing track record as it has more than 10 years of experience in built environment education.This reason make SABD to have more than 1000 graduates in architecture, building and design in 1998.

(b)SABD have good range of programmes. Architecture and Quantity Surveying are the two major areas of built environment in the course.

(c) SABD also has a very wide recognition. The programmes are accredited by the Malaysian Qualitifications Agency (MQA) and internationally recognized.

(d)SABD is take in as a World-class Academic Partner. The high educational standards at Taylor's have been acknowledged by the Faculty of Architecture, Building and Planning at Taylor's University of Melbourne.

(e)SABD provides a balance between theoretical and practical applications and the curriculum is structured to ancourage critical, analytical and evaluative skills.

(f)SABD is also consider as an active research centre. The centre for Modern Architecture Studies in Southest Asia (MASSA) is SABS's research unit, which supplements the teachings of the school.

These there days of open days is really fun and crowded. Lots of parents brought their children to get some further informations regarding the courses which their children really interested in.

Everyday we can see lots of people queuing up for the setting up of hot balloons.
Those people are really have the spirit of experiencing this activity as they are willing to line up in a quite warm weather. However, this attractive activity just last for around 3.5 hours due to the some limitations of weather.

other than this special outdoor activity, Taylor's University also invited some talented students to perform a few performances to the audience. These interesting performances includes beatbox,break dance and a dance from Girl generations, "Gee".

>>>> Beatbox

>>>> Break Dance

>>>> "Gee" song Performance

Besides that, we also can see the Taylor's Racing Team are having their product displayed at the space in front of the enrollment centre. from time to time, we can see the visitors approaches to their booth and asking them some question regarding the design and the properties of the Formula varsity car. Some of the visitors even having their cam-whoring at the surrounding of the car...xD

>>>>The Taylor’s Racing Team Group posters with the car for display.

Those who are interested to learn more are encouraged to visit the Taylor’s University Campus Day at the Lakeside Campus from 8th January to 9th January 2011,
10am to5pm.

Taylor's Open Day !!!

2010-12-15T22:41:00.007+08:00

Hi,this recently I am going to write about informations regarding Taylor's Open Day.
Taylor's University, as well as Taylor's College are going to have an Open Day event on this coming weekend, which are on 17th-19th December (Friday- Sunday),from 10am to 5pm.So, if you are a SPM leaver, this i s very good chance for you to have your idea what course to enroll in order to achieve a successful career in your future!!
Please try to get some time to have a look in our Taylor's Lakeside Campus,Taylor's Subang Jaya Campus and Taylor's Sri Hartamas Campus!!!
You will never regret of visitng our road shows and participating in the activities held during the open day!!! xD

WHAT'S IN STORE???

1. There would be some careers talks for the students which would like to continue their studies for the coming years.

2.There are variety of attractive scholarships which can be applied while studying in Taylor's University and Taylor's College such as National Scholarship, Chinese Independent High Schools Scholarship, tertiary Scholarship, SPM High Achievers' Scholarship, Developing Town Study Grant and Bumiputera Study Grant which ups to RM20,000 !!!

3. If you are not sure of your STUDY and CAREER directions, Taylor's Career test and counsellors are able to lead u to a better thought on what you would like to study.

4. Attending Taylor's Open Day can make u to have the opportunity to explore its new 27-acre campus containing world-class facilities which includes 4-storey library and state -of-the-art laboratories..

5.Beside that, you will also have a chance to experience the setting up a HOT AIR BALLON during the 3 dyas of open day..!!

6. RM200 of early registration discount is available for the early birds who register before 19 December..!!

So, Please come and register earlier in order to enjoy the RM200 discount...=D

The most Important and Interesting one is you have seize the opportunity to test drive Taylor's Engineering Students' Designed Car, Formula Varsity, which had became the Champion of Formula Varsity Race which is hold in Melacca 3 months ago..

There are variety courses which can be found in Taylor's.
Some of the courses that Taylor's provided couldnt be found in other College and University and this makes Taylor's to appeal as the top choice amongst the students when they are looking for a college/ university to study..

For any enquiries, you may have a call at +60356295000,
send an email to admissions@taylors.edu.my
or even visit Taylor's website at www.taylors.edu.my

Hope to see you on these days!! =D

unstable emotion

2010-12-05T11:42:00.008+08:00

keep on thinking of something that is not necessary really affecting my good mood for the whole day..
the more i refuse to think about it, the more frequent it comes to my mind...
really make me speechless.
today came to uni to check out on th fish that my group rare for the semester project.
It is an ocean fish, so it needs a room temperature to survive. However, when I entered the room, I realised that the air conditioning of the room is not on as its a weekend.
I saw the fish swimming on the surface of water, which is not a thing that it normally does.
I was very panic to see this scenery appear in my sight.I was very worry that it might die before we start doing our experiment.
hopefully that It can stay until tomorrow, when the air-conditioning is back to its original condition.
I feel like I almost crying when i see another normal fish is dead.
It jumped out from the water and dying at the side of the beaker..
The sadness really filled into my heart.
i not sure whether the sadness exist because of the poor fish or the whole thing that contributes to it...
haiz....

A changed me?

2010-12-03T23:40:00.007+08:00

This lately, all the friends around me told me that I had changed, a lot..
They prefer a "last time" me..
feel quite sad to hear that, but I had no idea on how much I had changed, in term of what?
I really try my best to be a "past Winnie"..However, I dont feel that I really achieve it..

I wanted to be as last time very much...can someone help me??
sob sob + emo...
T.T

烦！！

2010-11-28T22:28:00.011+08:00

唉..其实我也不自己也不清楚自己想要的是什么。。
不了解自己到底是什么感觉...
老实说，我更不知道对方到底有什么想法..
他对我的好，究竟是出于自己的衷心还是来自朋友们的怂恿？
是因为寂寞想找个伴，还是坦然得面对自己的心？
这一切一切，今天在我脑海里一直不停地浮现，让我感到好懊恼！！
身边的朋友却一直在一旁不停的追问，我俩是否拥有发展的可能性..
就算有，也会让我认为是出于逼迫及压力之下的一个答复..
我真的不想踏出这道错误之道！
少许希望他们能够让我们拥有自己思想的一片天，给予我们机会考虑自己真正需要的是什么..=(

哎，无论最后的答案是什么，我也不愿再把我那些宝贵的时间花在那些无谓的想法上了！！
有也好，无也罢吧！

Mind Fuck?

2010-10-18T20:45:00.006+08:00

hmm...
Starting from now on, no more "mind fxxx" in my dictionary...
hehe...I wanna eliminate it from my dictionary and get back my free mindset for the coming days...xD
yeepee!!
set my mind free and set me free!!!

p/s: sorry friends,for being so rude...=p

??

2010-10-15T21:26:00.005+08:00

Hmm...last night went clubbing again...
Actually feel very tired and dont feel like going already, but still....
*really speechless*..
This is the 1st time to go to the club in KL.."Mazon"
not so like this place lo...
Feel like MOS is much more better,"smoke-free" + big dance floor..haha...=.=
At this club saw quite many people argued, almost going to fight..
Besides that,keep on noticing that already a few glasses fell on the floor and break..and kept on got worker come to sweep the glass pieces in the crowd..
sien sien sien...hehe..

Then,today went to Sunway pyramid with Ren Yu & Leng after the class..
Become "100% brightness" to this pair of couple...xD
I say wanna go and buy a new sport shoes, but couldnt find one that I really like..=(
At the mean while, my brother called and asked me to to accompany his gf go choose the bridal wedding dress for the coming photography session next week.
Chosen 5 for around 2++ hours..hahaha...

Haiz....=(

2010-10-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz..Haiz...damn sien lo...
Today after class, feel very tired...=(
Then Leng, Mama Bear and Vivian together with me back to my house to have a rest...
But after back only I just realized that we left Ah Long there...haha...forgot to tell him that we wanna go back...
Quite pity la because he need to walk back himself...xD
Put that aside...
and you know what? I accidentally left my phone in Mama Bear's car..
After around 2 hours++ only just realized about that...
But at that time feel not so panic because normally seldom have people contact me..
Anyway, when I got back to the car and took up my phone, I saw 17 missed calls from my brother, and a missed call from mum(after his)..!!
start getting panic..
Called him back urgently because I recalled that he said he wanna come to my house and take his stuff which we bought for him during our trip(mostly food)..
At the time he picked up my call, he straight away shoot me shoot till 99 lo..
He had been telling that he faced traffic jam for around an hour to get to my house,but i didnt pick up his call,and ask me to finish all the food by myself,no need to keep it for him already...SORRY!! =(
Saw mum's, but not dare to call her back because I 100% confirm that she will scold me a lot too...*sob sob
Feel not in the mood and my mind start to worry and thinking how can i deliver the stuff to him...
Tried to avoid mum's call but in the end also forced to pick up her call..
Heard a lot of words that I dont really like to hear...!!
Said that I am so irresponsible because so long already still havent go and give them to my brother + cousins...haiz...
She thought like its a easy job to pass those things to them without a transport..!!!
p/s: 1 cousin stay in Daman Sara and another 1 stay in Aman Suria..
Then say I dun1 to give to give them to my brother when he fetched me back from the airport a week ago..
*Its not that I dont want to give, just that he dont want to wait for me to unpack the stuff and pass the things to him..
keep on saying next time next time..
and now, See, what is happening...I am always the person kena scold..
He got car but mum insist that want me take them to him?
whats a logic!! *sigh
T.T
Hmmp!! really dun like to hear what she murmured...

I am quite unhappy with my brother because i also dunno what is the use of calling my mum when he cant find me??(always like that 1 !!!)
Always bring a lot of problems only..tao yan..!!

Really sad...

By the way,I really thank to Sean because he is willing to fetch me to my brother's house to pass him the stuff...
Thanks to Mama bear too..for convincing me...=)

Disneyland !!

2010-09-24T12:43:00.012+08:00

Hmm..I think the visit to Disneyland would be the most interesting one!!
I really like the place, wish to have another chance to go there again..hahaha...

We took around an hour of drive to Disneyland.
Disneyland is divided into 2 parts, which are Disneyland Park and Disney California Adventure.
However,we just decided to enter only Disneyland Park due to some limitation of time.
The fees is really expensive,it cost $76 per person. But my aunt treated us for the tickets..=D

In the shuttle train that we took from the car park to go to the park :

The sail ship that we sat sailing around a small "island"..xD

A very cute Disney town :

I feel that we are quite lucky to come on Tuesday as the parade is hold at 5pm on this particular day. On the rest of the day, the parade is hold at 7pm..
so ngam, we are out of time and it is hold earlier in this day..!! hehehe...

At 1st I wanna post the video I took during the parade is taking place, but unfortunately I couldn't do that because the size of the file is too large to attach.
sorry, maybe i will post them in facebook soon..=)

and here is the picture of the small world :

The scenery in the Small world:

By the way, here is a nonsense short clip..xD
I can only post this video over here as it has a small size..

went to Santa Monica

2010-09-22T15:54:00.008+08:00

p/s : Be prepared, this post might be very dull..haha..
I feel it when I was writing it...

Before having our journey return to Culver City, we were recommended by my cousin to go to Santa Monica to have a look.
A drive without a confirm destination brought us to a sea side.
The weather over there was warm and there are many of tourists who are having their fun time at the beach.
But for Kelantanese,its already too boring to talk about the "BEACH" !! hahaha...

The view of the beach:

However, we didn't go to near the beach.

We then went the park nearby..the place is something like Genting,got a lot of games to play...anyway, we just spent a while walking around..

After that, we went to a new built mall in Santa Monica.
Its design of escalator is quite cool..=)

At night,we can see the view of the beach that we went from the mall.
The scenery is quite great.

hmm...actually, there is nothing more about Santa Monica,besides the beach and the mall...

In Pasadena

2010-09-21T14:01:00.022+08:00

Actually I am back to the 1st hotel since last night..
But due to my tiredness, I couldn't update this blog as I have too many stuffs to write already..
Its really bad that I was not able to update my blog while I am staying in Pasadena because the hotel is having charges for the internet services.
By the way,on the 1st day we went there, we didn't visit any place of attraction besides just lingering around the town area of Pasadena..
However, you know what? I saw some really cute candy balls..
Luckily I got take a few pictures of them to let all of you to see..hehe...xD

I zoomed them in...=D

Besides that, we also went to the garden where the wedding will be hold.
At that time, we saw a worker in the restaurant who is trying to make a dish with a large salmon fish...and this is the 1st time I saw the complete salmon fish!!!

And, at night, we attended a small gathering among the bride's close friends and relatives in a Chinese restaurant..

me + my cousin ( bride's sister)

Me + The people who I was sitting with :

My second day morning + afternoon was spent in Hollywood.
My aunt and her family was busy with the rehearsal for the whole half day and just me, my mum and her another relative went to take a look what's there in the Hollywood..=)

The mall over there is known as Kodak Theater..
Its really fun there...
In the mall, you can see the "years number" were fixed at wall of pillars..
It is used to record the title of the top movies of the year..
something like this :

the top movie in year 2008 was Slumdog Millionaire..

I actually took the pictures for record of the top movie in 2009..but its not that clear..=(

Outside of the mall,on the floor of the whole street, even the opposite street, you can see the name of all popular artists in Hollywood...

All of the pink star-shaped tiles are all the name of the artists:

And sorry i didn't know what is the name of this building(forgot to ask):

The space in front of this building has a lot of the signatures and the fingerprint of the artists too...=)

I only took one of them, that is Harry potter's one...=p

we went to the Wax Muzium, which is named Madame Tussauds.
Inside the muzium got a lot of well-known people and Hollywood stars for you to take picture with..and they looked real...
Its really really interesting..
For sure, I took a lot of pictures too...=D

It looks real, doesn't it?

The picture wee took with Obama..hahaha..

The one with Jackie Chan :

After we were back from Hollywood, we straight away rushed back to the hotel to get ourselves ready for the wedding..
We went to the wedding location by the shuttle bus, which is located not far from our hotel..=)

I dont really take many pictures during the event was taking place because they had already invited a few professional to take their pictures..

The Bride's Family ~~

Clearer picture of the Bride + my mum :

In the afternoon the day we are leaving Pasadena, we have a lunch in an Italian Restaurant, named "Louise"

Just a word that can describe the taste of food : NICE !!

I still got a few more things to write..
but i shall write them in another post as this post had been extended till so long..
hehe...xD

2nd Day in Culver City, LA

2010-09-17T15:28:00.010+08:00

In spite of having today's breakfast in a special restaurant,we just have it in a restaurant that is nearby to the hotel we are currently staying.
We got a $20 voucher from the hotel to be used in that restaurant...=)

This is what I had taken as my breakfast :
EGGS BENEDICT

These are the rest of them had taken :

CALIFORNIA SCRAMBLE :

I forget what is the name of this already..haha.. =.=

After our breakfast, we went to Fox Hill Mall and Target Hypermarket for a shop..=)

In Fox Hill Mall :

I saw people selling different flavour of popcorn over here..its amazing..hahaha..
bought a pack of the Cheddar Cheese popcorn..but the packet really big..till now I am not able to finish...*swt*

Various types of tasty popcorn..xD
feel like eating ma?? haha..

Then at night for dinner, we went for Japanese meal..=D
My cousin treated us for this dinner..its really expensive..cost around RM600+..and, again..i had forgotten to take the picture of the 1st 2 dishes..argh!!! T.T

Fish..(i just knw it is fish..real name dunno liao..paisei..paisei...=p )

Lala..this is very simple actually..

Crab Cake..

The Dessert decorated by the raspberry sauce..

8 of us...xD

Actually within these few days still not going to any special location because my cousin going to held her wedding soon..
all of us still busy preparing stuff for that wedding..
By the way, tomorrow morning we will move to another hotel in Pasadena(also in LA, but different city) as the wedding will be hold over there..=D

Reached the destination

2010-09-16T15:15:00.004+08:00

I took the flight from Taiwan to Los Angeles at 15Sept night..
The duration of the flight was around 12 hours..
Hmm..luckily I already used to this long period of time..xD
We reached the destination around 9am ( 6pm, 15Spet here)...
*haha,coz got 15hours of difference..
We first went to rent a car to make our journey over here to be more convenience..
and it costs around RM 1000 for a week...damn expensive right??
We then went for dinner at a restaurant.
I wanna took the pictures of the foods, but I had forgotten to bring down my camera..
I left it in the bag in the car...=(
The food tasted really good...hehe...Yummy Yummy!!
After that we moved on to the hotel which we are going to stay..

Here are the pictures of the hotel we are staying...=)

Got 2 big beds awaiting for us(me and my mum)...haha...

In the room also has this big plasma TV for us..xD

okay, thats all for today..
Its already quite late over here and I am going to bed d!!
Good night!! =D

met a "crazy" taxi driver today!!!

2010-09-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

hmm...Today took a taxi from LCCT to KLIA..
The price super duper expensive lo..RM42.60..never expect just a short journey will cost such price...
but we got no choice because we have too many baggages to carry d..
wah..that taxi driver damn superstitious de lo..kept on ask us to believe in his superstition..what "pusm"..I also dunno what is that la..something get related to 天宫.
Then still nevermind, when we arrive the destination, he gave his phone number us..
And, he told me, he drive very safe one, because he appreciate lives very much, ask me next time call him if need taxi..
After that do you know what he said?
He said to me " girl,you are still young, please dont go and commit suicide, we must appreciate lives..."
WTH...said like i am going to commit suicide soon le..
so geli eh...really like ki siao one eh..haha..
I think the phone number he gave wont be useful anymore...xD

outing !!

2010-09-12T23:06:00.006+08:00

today out with friends again..
but this time got more people because is hui san they all planned one..
we gathered at KBMall but after that changed location again--to PCB..AGAIN..!!!
haha..yes, beach again..heard that also feel sienz already..wakakaka...
hmm..today also is the 1st time i drove to PCB le..
I think that Ee Wern and Eet ying wont dare to sit my car again after sat my car once..xD
Theng they all went to buy a birthday cake for Ling Fei secretly and made a surprise for her..bought a lighter, but its found to be useless as the wind there blew strongly...
all of us crazily took a lot of pictures, ran here and there, kept jumping to take nice pictures...haha..super tired and thirsty after left the place..
anyway, all of us have lots of fun !! =D
We then went to Pelangi Mall there de 1 corner lot restaurant to have our dinner...
This is the 1st time we 叫菜吃饭..hahaha...
the dishes all taste gooooooD...yum yum yummm...

funny

2010-09-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

aiyo...today I helped my mum to look after the shop...
then a young malay ask me, am I still studying..
and I answer YES indeed, just that having holiday now...
and she straight away say :"oh...you are the one who studying in Taylors College!!"
she sounds like she really know about Taylors, but when she ask again:"all students in Taylors just learn how to sew?"
hahaha...that time my reaction like wanna laugh loudly, but I couldnt because she is my mum customer...!!!
haiyo..she work in KL but she still dunno about Taylors...
thght Taylors = Tailors le...
haiz...wakakakakakakaa..damn funny..

hair rebonding !!

2010-09-07T18:55:00.004+08:00

Actually i wanna do rebonding very long time ago d...because really cant withstand with all those messy baby hair...make me look like sha po..!!haha..
Then today I finally went for hair rebonding d..
And you know what?
I cut the front hair just like Yie Wan did..!! wakakaka..
but I also dunno this front hair style suit me or not cause I feel like I really look like a very young girl le..feel very funny...=D

here is the picture I had taken...xD

bought a digital camera today!!

2010-09-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

Like usual, every Monday I follow my mum to town area.
Actually I already plan not to follow her, but since she said got things to buy then just follow lo...
But today quite shock because she like suddenly say wanna buy a digital camera..
Last time asked her to buy also she refused to.
And now, she accidentally came out with that idea.
Its really an spontaneous action, right after she gave the suggestion, we straight away went to the camera shop to have a look.
After around 30 minutes of recommendation and explanation by the seller, both of us felt some satisfaction with the recommended product and the business deal!!

Hope that the camera will last long and worth for its price!! haha..

Sony TX-7...but no water proof le this one...=(

& Its solid case box:

2010-09-05T19:47:00.003+08:00

hehe...last night went out to yamcha with Theng, Thiap, Yie Wan they all..
This is the 1st time I drive myself to town at night and fetching them to and fro!!
we went to a "tong shui" shop, I also already forgotten what is the name of the shop, its just located besides chee siang's shop there..
but after a while, Jia Hui, Yong Wei, Eric and Gary came and joined us..=)
Have a long chat but most are nonsense lo..
Yie Wan is the most pity person, she cut a cute front hair style but kept on kena shoot by me..haha...!! she said she havent prepared to let other people to see her new hair style and post it in Facebook yet, but let me this "good friend" of hers to build her confidence by posting her picture over here 1st...wakakaka...
but I also will not be too bad la, I will just post the picture that she think the most nice one only...xD

*p/s : yie wan, please dont scold me!! hahaha..

Here it is :

=(

2010-09-04T10:43:00.004+08:00

hmm..today saw a message on wall dio...
suddenly feel that the sad feeling is coming back..T.T
but nvm...still one year + left oni...
however, I wish that he can get what he wish to..=)
everythg can be forgotten soon!!

yeepee !!! xD

Attended a dinner at Chung Hwa's private secondary school "丹中情"

2010-08-20T23:23:00.006+08:00

Hmm...today stay at home alone as my mum has gone to the town area to buy some stuff.
But in the afternoon, she suddenly called me and told me that we are going to attend a dinner in the Chung Hwa's private secondary school tonight. She asked me to go and make myself ready for the dinner in the evening.
Its a spontaneous dinner as we never expect that we are going to attend such event in the late afternoon on the same day!!
My mum got the invitation cards from my "big" auntie whose son had donated an amount of money to the school.

I met Mama Teoh when I reached there. We had a good conversation at the moment.
The programs are all so interesting and I really enjoy watching it.
To make the night more interesting, the organizer still invite 2 quite famous Malaysian Chinese singers , Cozzi雁卿 and Gordon Teoh 张觉隆.
I wanted to snap a picture of them but I was not able to do it because my cellular phone's camera is not able to zoom in when taking pictures.
And now i just ended with snapping the photos of the invitation cards...haha...
sorry..no choice..xD

addicted to a game...

2010-08-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

hmm...you knw what?
This lately a game name 'OSK Investing Challenge' get so popular among the local students..Its all about playing shares and it get to do with investing.
Thousands and thousands of the students start to pay their attentions in this game.
Even I also get so excited to register and join the game..
Surprisingly,the company of the game creator held a workshop in a few college and university in order to introduce the technique of playing this game and at the same time to promote the interesting game..
But luckily this game has its limited duration, which is from 16th Aug to 1st Oct.
If not I can never expect what will happen to me when get my class started.
I really like and enjoy the game so much..
whoever interested can go and get a try, but I have to warn you that you may get addicted once you have learned how to play the game..!!

Here is he website: www.oskic.com

Good Luck!! =)

Disgusting bus trip back to kelantan...

2010-08-13T06:53:00.002+08:00

I took Transnational bus to come back to Bachok last night. I think this was the 1st time and also would be the last time i take the "transnational" bus back to Bachok...
you know what?? its was so scary to see a quite huge and disgusting cockroach in the bus!! and I wondering why the cockroach just kept on lingering at the same place..why cant it leave and go somewhere not near to my seat??
hmm..when i first saw it, it was on the upper part of the seat in front of me...i was so afraid that that stupid thing will fly to me and I almost screamed at the time. i stood up immediately from my seat to check where it has gone, but i couldn't get its position. That forced me to get back to my seat.
However, here it came for the second time. It climbed to the curtain aside of my seat and the person in front me tried to get it out of the curtain..when I saw it, i just spontaneously took out one of my shoe and beat towards its position. And unfortunately I didn't strike it...and another time i was looking for it..=(
I was too afraid and screamed sharply in the bus when i felt its movement on my hand and i awake some of he passengers who are already in their dreams. Even the driver and his partner were shocked to hear my scream and asking what was happening. At the same time, I waved my hand as hard as i could to make sure that stupid little thing get off of my hand. and now I dunno where i waved it to..
anyway, i was so grateful that the person sitting beside of my front person had killed the disgusting cockroach when she saw it passing through her place..
and by that time, i can only fell into a deep and peaceful slumber..xD

Chinese New Year!!

2010-02-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

hehe...really very paiseh ya cause so long didnt update my blog already...actually everytime oso got some interesting events to write about but mostly is busy and no time to write le...hahaha...(sometimes is lazy la..xD)

like every year before this i went to kuala terengganu (my father hometown) to celebrate Chinese New Year. the house is located just the opposite of a temple at Kg.Cina road. so,every year during chinese new year, the place are always so crowded. somehow, this year is a bit different. usually there were just some singer standing on the stage placed in the middle of the road singing those new year songs ( i always not interested in seeing that). but this year, there are a few additional activities that were held to raise the atmosphere of new year, such as house decoration, competition and lucky draw. my father's house was decorated by MCA members as my aunt is one of the members of MCA in terengganu. however, that decoration just get the consolation prize only..

then now, i am going to tell a story that my cousin will never forget in his life...!!haha...its about the lucky draw!!
there was a lot of lucky draw prizes to be won. the biggest prize was a 40+ inch LCD television(i forget already how many inch..just remember that it was a 40+ 1..hehe)
all of you sure thought that my cousin won the prize..but unfortunately,he did not...=(

my aunt's tv had spoilt and ask us to win the tv for her to replace the spoilt one..so we were so eager and have a very high spirit to help her to win the prize.we took quite a lot of lucky draw number as we have a big family. on the half way of the event, we won a bottle of wine and a bread toaster. Anyway, our aim was the big television!!! by the time of giving the big prize, a well known person was invited to draw out a lucky number which the person going to get the prize. and the deejay announced that the number contained 8,2 and 6. asking whether anybody owned the 4 digits number which contains the 3 of them, at the same time asking the person to shout the left,hidden number. during that time, a group of girls who have the 3 numbers shouted that the hidden number was '1'..and it was right...!!and now everybody's focus was on this group of girls,so did i. BUT, BUT, the number was '8261' and not '8216' that the girls owned !!! and you know what? my that cute cousin didnt notice that he owned the number!! he was so blurred watching other people and didnt check his number properly...aih....ask the deejay counted 1,2,3, the number was canceled...and the person picked up another new number '8235'...just after the number was announced, my that cousin suddenly disappeared from my sight (he standing in front of me before that) and we saw him appeared in front of the stage..
we thought that he owned the number of '8235' instead of the canceled 1..and we, KEPT ON WATCHING WHAT WAS HAPPENING....
He go out and tried his best to claim the gift. However those people on the stage refused to give the gift to him...even though the 2nd number didnt have owner...aih...he upsetly walked away from the stage...

Yerr..they so bad 1 lo...starting from the 2nd number to the 5th number that the person drew out also didnt have owner, but they still refuse to give us...aih...then finally 6th number only just got people come out to claim the BIG GIFT !!

aih..aih..aih...my poor cousin..was being blamed by the whole family members for being so blurr..on the next day, there was still got people phoned my aunt up and said he is a numb...pity...he felt so sorry towards my aunt and maybe in his mind he plans to buy her 1..

then now back to my story...hehe...
today i went for lunch with my aunt,uncle,one of the cousin and my brother.
as those owners of the chinese restaurant still having leaves for their chinese new year, we are forced to take our lunch at the malay shop.
while i was enjoying my meal, i felt like there is something on my knee..moving and pushing my knee. so, i decided to take a look what is happening over there. As i looked downwards, i saw a stupid cat putting its hands on my knee and it was staring at me...SHIT !! i was shocked with that situation and screamed automatically...
walao wei...wth..really get shocked lo..
and that time, i saw the people who were eating all looking at me simultaneously...some still laughing nonstop after saw my funny reaction..wah...damn paiseh lo..dont say other people la..my aunt was the 1st who laughing at me and she laughing nonstop together with my uncle...
now think back i also feel funny le..wakakaka...=p

Engineering Fair Event in Taylor's Lake Side Campus

2009-12-12T23:44:00.004+08:00

start from yesterday until tomorrow is the open day for Taylor's College Lake Side Campus. Actually we suppose to held our engineering fair in the new campus, but some how, to attract more people to attend our engineering fair, the engineering program director suggested us to held it in the new campus.

By the way,before the engineering fair, i invited so many friends to come but none of them shown up lo...sad...T.T
yesterday quite a lot of people visiting the new campus, but very less people come to our engineering fair..they are not interested in those stuff i think..but for me is quite good lo because we no need to explain more on our project ma...wakakaka...save saliva !! for the projects that we did, there are 4 awards to be won, which are the best flow of visualization award, best innovative award, best inter-discipline award and the best design award. My group was doing the hydrofoil project and we applied for 3 of the awards. However, we were quite lucky to win the best flow of visualization award.( really lucky lo...we were competing with another group who is doing the same project..at 1st they get further high mark than our group, but those marks were cut off when one of their group members who did not do any work could not answer the questions given by the judges..if he manage to answer them, they sure can win one). The award contains RM1000 and we are going to share that among our group members. But most probably we plan not to share the money with another group member that never do work and dont even help us when we are doing our project.
* the two people who never do work in both group are best friend who they both ever have lo...same race and same attitudes...this is what we called in mandarin quote
'物以类聚，人与群分'

yesterday was very busy and tiring. so we could not go for the campus tour.
but today was different. after i just reached there only, i straight away left the booth empty and went for the tour with other friends,christopher, patricia and yeong leong (ah long). we went for the IQ test and we shared the answer!!haha...already break the rules of the test but we dont care and they dont mind..=p
anyway,i was the only the one who get a bear as a prize cause i guessed one of the answer correctly and they did not.

then in the afternoon we also went for kayaking..we played kayak in the lake..for FREE...so nice!! there was a race too. Ren Yu and Iee Lee also joined us for the race and they won.their kayaking skill super good wei,so fast they reach the end point already..envy..envy...=)..and we finally get our pants all wet...but very happy...
it was an enjoyable and interesting day that we ever had in the college...xD

here is our engineering fair poster :

the view of buildings of the lake side campus :

kayaking =p :

Celebrated Vivian's Birthday at Luna Bar

2009-11-27T13:10:00.006+08:00

hehe..actually i suppose to update my blog on this topic a few days ago, but due to busy days, today i juz have my time to update my blog.

Last week,1 of my engineering classmates came out with an idea of celebrating Vivian's birthday at Luna Bar in KL.so we decided to go there on Saturday night.As Vivian quite admire one of our lecturer (young lecturer) (cause for her, she think that the lecturer is cool and quite good looking),so on friday, we asked that lecturer whether he is free on the saturday night.we told him that we are going to Luna Bar to celebrate somebody's birthday. without thinking, the lecturer straight away say 'yes'. all of us thought that he was just joking and we ignored his reply.

on the saturday night, 11 of us have promised to meet each other in Luna Bar. The bar is on the 34th floor of the building and it consist of 2 floors. there is a beautiful swimming pool in the middle portion of the 1st floor. however, my friend had booked a place at the second floor. From there, we can see the beautiful night bay of Kuala Lumpur. after we settled down our stuff, we started to play cards.At the moment we are playing cards in super high mood and full of joys, unexpectedly the lecturer suddenly appear in front of us. by that time, all of us were stunned. we then invited him to have a sit and continue our games with his joining. his appearance made vivian felt so excited.

the funniest thing was that we played a game where a person who get Q can set a rule for the game. my friend who got Q set the rule that whoever have to drink the alcohol have to say 3 times of "I am Stupid". and the lecturer was forced to say that after he took the alcohol...have u ever heard a lecturer who will say himself stupid?hahaha...damn funny...

all of us stay at the Luna Bar till around 2am. but we went to mamak for supper instead of straight away go home. the lecturer also followed us for supper.however, he did not let us to call him 'sir' when we were outside. we are asked to call him using his name.. this can only happen once in 1 thousand years le...haha...we all felt like so fun calling him using his name. when we are leaving, we kept on saying bye and called his name nonstop...wakakakakaka...

lunch in Jogoyah..

2009-10-11T22:28:00.008+08:00

hehe..10 people from my engineering class including me went to Jogoyah for lunch this afternoon.
This is the first time i go hanging out with so many classmates.
wah..we spend around 3 hours eating there because it is really very expensive.
we tried to eat as much food as we can so that the money we spent has its value..wakakaka...
after finish our eating,we all went to pavilion for window shopping..(sure cant buy la the things over there damn expensive wei..park the car there also have to pay RM15 le...)
It is really interesting and enjoyable for having lunch with them...=)

today's activity

2009-10-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

this morning was the organisation of the adventure run for donation to paws by our college sky adventure club. i took part in this activity because i pity one guy from my engineering class kept on asking me to join this activity from our 1st group project meeting till the closing date of the participation. so, today i woke up damn early,around 5am as the bus is coming to pick us up at the Taylors Business school at 6am. wah...i so long didnt exercise already.now suddenly go for 4km walk, feel like my whole legs wanna cramp already. but for sure i didnt win the prize la because i am lack of the sport genetics ma...haha..anyway, i get a new friend from TBS who won the 1st place of the category...she really very geng 1..wah..i am still wondering whether i can walk to the class or not tomorrow morning...scare cant stand up only..

i felt so stressed when i recalled that i haven done my assignment that i am gonna to submit it 2mr...i have wasted so much time doing nothing and hanging out here and there for no reason..

now think back i wish that the time can turn back so that i can reuse it usefully....aih...sob sob...

busy week !!!

2009-10-02T22:41:00.003+08:00

the following week is coming already!!

i dont like the week le..it will be a very busy week for me..aih...

i have a lab report which have to pass up within the week,have a test and have another 2 subject assignments which have to be submitted on the coming monday..damn bZzzzzzz!!!!

although i am so busy,i still passed my day with 'colorful' activities..omg!!

i even participate in the marathon which will be held on this sunday...

yen yee just come back from australia for her vacation and she called on us those who are staying in KL..yesterday night we already went out to sing k to celebrate her return and today after we took our lunch we still went for pool. dunno why i start to feel bored playing pool and by that time i really don have the mood to enjoy the game..=(

maybe i am very tired..felt that not so energetic today..i even fall asleep went we were watching the movie in the cinema...haha...

actually tomorrow yeh fong ask me out to celebrate birthday for wee li (julian).but since i found out that another girl is not going,i straight away tell him that i dont want to go too...now i not so like to go out together with them..maybe i am trying to avoid something..feel damn annoying !!

just now we went to celebrate birthday for pui ing in sunway pyramid..we bought her bags with different colour, so that she alternately bring the different colour bag out everyday...haha...

judi pisang...(stupid fella)

2009-09-27T12:12:00.000+08:00

sick..=(

2009-09-25T09:46:00.003+08:00

last night i went to take my dinner at Yuen Steamboat there, together with ceek keen and her another friend. At the beginning i so semangat enjoying my foods, but after that i dunno what i have taken,suddenly let me felt that i got a bit headache and felt not so comfortable...

then my appetite changed, started to feel dun1 to continue to eat already. wah, when i saw ceek keen took so many foods to eat, felt like wanna vomit wei..but i still can withstand with that feeling.

then after reached home also those feelings still exist. finally i vomited. i felt better d after that and thought that i already ok, so i went to sleep.

However i cant sleep properly and woke up and vomit again very early in the morning.

walao wei.. not only vomit, but also diarrhea...aih..so torturing..

luckily that i dun have class today,if not dunno what will happen..T.T

nw also feel scare d wanna go there again...NO,NO,is not going to go there again...

boring life style starts again 2mr...

2009-09-22T23:07:00.005+08:00

aiyoyo....so fast have to back subang d...juz back kelantan for only 3 days..

have to start schooling already 2mr...aih...

tonight theng, sze shan ,yee wen they all can go yamcha together,but i cant go le because this morning i took bus to get back to subang d...they so good, everybody has 1 week + holidays,only me, just got 4 days of holiday nia, including weekend. Just like shuan chen said, go back just to see the traffic jams in town area only...

i brought all my notes back too,but i dun even open up a page of the notes..!! what am i doing?

LOL...always just bring reference books and note books for fun? not fun la coz they are very heavy..to strengthen my hand muscles maybe...hahaha..

stress !!

2009-09-17T21:57:00.003+08:00

wah...i just started my course for 2 weeks only,now already feel stress like hell. damn hard for me...one physics question i have to use 2 days to think how to solve it wei.. 2 days also cant find out the method of solving also..then have to go and ask other friend. engineering statics? engineering fluid mechanics? engineering design and communication? no one amongst these subject that i can handle...aih...

just start only have that bad feeling already, how am i going to continue for the rest of 4 years? yesterday dunno is 心理作用 or else la feel so headache le..slept damn early last night..then suddenly feel like dun1 to touch the books anymore..today still feel the same..ouch...wanna die d...

hate to read these books!!! although they are

not too thick la..~~

having lunch in taylors' petaling campus

2009-09-12T16:13:00.004+08:00

hehe..today was my first visit to petaling' campus. i just knew that actually its location is beside the condominium that yong wei's is staying!! actually i have no plan 1 today, but later on my roommate invited me to have lunch with her friends. her another hotel management friend was having a practical in one of the small restaurant in petaling's campus. there was a total of 3 dishes including the appetizer and dessert. the food tasted quite nice although they are cooked by the student doing their 2nd sem of hotel management. the price is actually around RM15 per head but we didnt pay for the bill using cash as one of my roommate's friend has the voucher that given by the college. i have learned some of the technique on serving and eating while taking my lunch over there. it was fun and enjoyable...=)

here are the photos of the dishes..but sry coz i have forgotten to take the photo for the main dishes, which is the 'roasted chicken with gravy'..haha...i only took the photo of the appetizer and dessert only..

here is the appetizer...but i dunno what its called..

and

this is an apple pie...

the first day to start my class

2009-09-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

my class finally started normally today..the two days ago was the orientation. the 1st day only the emgineering mathematics lecturer already givan us a test to test our mathematical level. anyway,after graduated from icpu i dont even touch the cover of the book for around three months d. i have forgotten the method to solve most of the questions. the test went on and i was so worry when i noticed that integrations were also a part of the test. the last time i touched those questions was in spm and it was not in our calculus syllabus when i was doing icpu ! but i also tried my best to recalled and solve those questions. i made some new friends too. we still having our lunch together in the afternoon (but all are girls).our lecturers divided all the students into 13 groups and we are instructed to create aand design a product which we are going to perform it during the engineering fair at the end of this semester. i am the only girl in the group and i feel lack of confident in myself in the process of building the product and make less effort in contributing the ideas for the project.

besides, yeh fong invite me out for the movie again.but when i saw his msg,i feel like a kind...hmm..nt sure how is it..but is not a comfortable feeling.i straight away reject him and tell lie that i already have another plan with my friends in that particular day...

have a bad feeling

2009-09-08T16:00:00.002+08:00

my 1st day of orientation for chemical engineering degree begin today. tomorrow is still another day to go. i think i am goin to start my class normally on this thurday. anyway, the today's orientation also as boring as the icpu orientation. the staffs only repeat the same thing what we have listened before,just introduce a little knowledge in engineering field. i was so upset when i saw a crazy guy is taking the same course as me...also chemical engineering...wth!!! that drive me crazy (as crazy as he is i think..haha..). actually i dont knw that guy 1. the 1st time i saw him is during our icpu graduation day. that time yen yee and i were together, and that guy gave both of us the feeling that he problem 1...more on mental problem..haha...i so bad say him till like that.
by the way i heard his story from my another fren.

here is the story:

that guy and my fren were in the same physics project group. their task was to build something with 20 steps applying some of the physics theories and principle. they started to build it together. however, when my frens and other group members built up the steps, the crazy will say that "cant do like this and cant do like that", then he eventually detroyed and broke the parts that they have built. finally they felt that the guy was annoying and never call him to build the project again for the following times they met up and work out for that project.

so,what do u think?do you have the same thought as mine?haha...
i am quite worry that i would be in the same group with him for the coming project. i scare i will face the same problem as my frens and his other group members did.

aih...what to do...?

coincidence..

2009-09-07T18:52:00.005+08:00

my roommate and i went for brunch at 猪肉粉 there. so surprise that i meet cin ying there. she went there with her housemates. when i saw her, she was on phone and busy talking with her friend. she din even realised that i was standing at her side waiting for her to finish her conversations. she was so shocked when she noticed that i was just standing there. we chat for quite long while waiting for our foods to be served. we mostly have those topics about our past and our ns friends.

i saw a vry funny video clip on a little boy that dance 'low'

here is the video to share :

Home alone

2009-09-06T15:55:00.005+08:00

My roommate went to her friends house since last night..left me alone in the room.but i already used to be at home alone. I have nothing to do already besides facebooking..i only play fish a fish for the whole day and i never get bored coz i really love that game. Anyway, I also got watch movie for a short while la..(most of the time spent on the game) =)

boring !!

2009-09-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Yeh fong,wee li,li yi and I went to hang out again today.we have planned to go to 1U.
the night before we went there,i msn chin ni that i m going to 1U.so we decided to meet up when we both reached there.However,we just able to talk for a short time only as li yi they all bought the tickets for the movie that was going to start within 10 minutes.we watched 'the proposal'.I met eddie (icpu classmate),siew hwa,bee sie and theng's cousin there. juz like usual,after watching movie we already have nothing to do.so since i like to play pool i suggested to play that game. By the way,when we reached the pool area,i dun have the feeling to enjoy the game.so so so BORED !!
aih..
Besides that, that fly "wee li" kept on talking those nonsense,made me felt so uncomfortable, made me have the feeling that i dun1 to go out with yeh fong and him already for the time being. so embarrasing..

hang out with icpu friends

2009-07-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

today, wee li, raj and me go hang out together in sunway pyramid..aih..haha,always feel like no other place to go already,always go there..anyway,it is the nearest shopping complex from subang(although got subang parade,but can do nothing also there).wee li come to the college and fetch me and raj after raj finish his class. three of us plan to watch movie so we first went to get the movie tickets.before we buy the tickets,we met a jpa scholar that was in icpu together wif us last semester.he went there to watch movie alone.he is so brave.if me,i think i would not have watched the movie without anyone with me..hehe...we all watch a movie called "obsession". but i do not think that it is interesting for me.after that we went to pappa rich to take our lunch. at first i thought i can go home earlier after we have finished our lunch.however, wee li said that he does not want to go home so early and said that he wanted to fetch raj home and he asked me to follow along.anyway,when he already drives him home then he states that he want to go and take a look the house that raj is living.that ends up with playing cards in raj room. we have spend around 3 hours playing the 'big 2' games,which is more than 25 games.i feel quite boring and tired,which makes me have the feeling of going home,but wee li still want to stay there for sometimes.finally we are back at around 7pm.

1st day return in subang

2009-07-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today is my 1st day return in subang after my icpu graduation. tomorrow is the deadline for accepting or rejecting the offer from local monash university. although i already decided that i am going to continue my studies in Taylors but i still keep the offer of the monash university till the last day of its deadline because i feel quite worry that taylors cant make the twinning to australia as i plan to go to ANU after doing my 2 years in local. In the morning, i went to college to sell my data and chemistry texts, and collect the osslt result from the programme office. I met Raj, Yee Yang and Lucas there. after i sold all my text books, then i straight away went home to surf internet. In the facebook, i play the analysis did by pc to find out my 5 closest friends. After that,the "fly" came n dropped his comment on my post..he likes to say that i like XXX but i deny it as it is not true.but he did not want to care about me and kept on talking and repeating the same thing. wah...already a "fly" and still behaves that way..i get so frustrated with him and told him that i will not chat and choi him already if he still continues to be like that.then he came and said me "small gas'' wor...wah,i saw this word i really hot lo,then i told him"whoever heard whatever she/him does not like,she/him will be like me...if i say i dun like then please stop it.."
i think i did it too obvious lo...very obvious that i really dun like that.( and maybe angry too..)
anyway,i was still happy with what i did...=)
although i dunno why i was so happy with it..

meeting Betty in Midvalley

2009-06-13T18:29:00.001+08:00

Today around 10am, i went to Midvalley by KTM to meet Betty there. Actually we already both agreed to meet each other there at 10.30am, however i was late as i overslept. but luckily by the time i reached there,Betty was still on her way to the destination. So, i went to one of the stall, bought a cup of milo and found a place near the entrance and sat at there waiting for her. while i was sitting there enjoying my drink, i saw someone who is so familiar to me...then i start to ask him "ore kelate arr?"..then he tuned his head towards me and asked me what? then i scare i recognise the wrong person,so i told him nothing..i even called han xin to ask her about that person..Han xin told me that there are a lot of people who look alike.but i did not agree wif her statement.i tried to ask that person again whether he is from kelantan...and you know what he asnwered me?he said YES !!! hurray,that proved that i do not recognise the wrong person,he is one of my friend during my national service in Kedah..after that,we began our conservation and it ended when Betty reached there. Then, Betty and I went to buy the ticket for the movie named "Terminator". Since the movie will start at 2.15pm, she suggested to have our lunch in Sushi Zanmai. we ordered quite many types of food and some desserts there. The total amount of money spend on our lunch is about RM73 and kind Betty treated me for that lunch. We then continued our activities by watching the movie. The duration of the movie is 2 hours. After finish watching the movie, we separated in Midvalley KTM station and took our own route to our hostel..=)